Still hanging in there.

We had a small incident with leaking and contractions, enough to make the Peri check my cervix, but things have since calmed back down. I seem to be holding on at the same dilation and effacement, which is good.

Anxiety is high, depression is looming, but I am reminding myself it's only 5 more weeks and she is going to be that much better for it. Assuming labor and infection stay gone that long of course. I miss bedrest at home. I miss my kids. I miss my plants too, my poor plants lol, I can't water them from here.:(

I think I am having a poor me moment. Yes, I can admit I am weak. It's hard to be strong all of the time.